On the days everything screams he is leaving..
1 min readOct 1, 2023
As I’m sitting here thinking to myself how I can’t deal with the loneliness that comes with you being away, I realize it’s only you ‘cause I’m surrounded by people yet I feel like I’m not present, I do not belong here at all.. if only one thing could make me think of you a little bit less but the truth is the more I try the more I think of you.. and one more thing will just amplify it.. it’s like my biggest fear if it came true that I left you these pieces of writing masking how my heart feels in this moment and then these are the only things you’ll be left with of me.. although I’m hoping that one day you’d be sitting on the bedside with me while coming across these randomly and choosing to ridicule me for being such a baby..
